i wonder what this weekend will be like when we chat. and tuesday night. man. im gonna be a mess. i will keep trying to think of today. today showed me what we have, despite the circumstances, and what we could have one day. i hope to connect with you soul-to-soul, even if its just as friends. theres something special there either way. youve said so many things to me that no one else ever has. things i couldnt ever fathom being told to me. things about yourself and about me and about this situation. youve made me feel things ive never felt, care about things ive never cared about, and not care about things that i would usually be completely indulged in. ITS FOOTBALL SEASON AND ALSO THE RED SOX ARE IN THE PLAYOFFS! but really i couldnt care less- i just wanna know how my girl's day has been. even now, several weeks(months?) after i have typed this, as we are frozen and i am freezing, i am hoping that you are warm and so is your smile. my eyes are so tired right now and im gettin very sad thinking about this. i want to close my eyes and think about today, and imagine it happening again sometime soon, but in person. so please enjoy your day/night/twilight and i'll be back soon mija!
i have tons of little letters like this one, all of javi's letters somewhere in my closet, hidden. in my computer folders that i haven't touched since '08. i dared to read this one, i think it was a mistake. i think today i will hide all of jon's letters in there, too. i can barely read them.
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