how frustrating.

i tried to meditate tonight but i felt like something wasn't going to go right even before i started. i kept zoning in and out and while this is what usually happens, me trying to bat away the thoughts & noise and just concentrate on my breathing, i couldn't and now i'm just arghhhalkmfao;iwglajkf[

sought to it to combat the wave i feel coming on [AGAIN] but now i'm just frustrated and ever closer to it. what else is new?