the only living girl in new york

i'm surprised i'm amazed i'm confused i'm astonished i'm flattered i'm disturbed i'm embarrassed i'm shy i'm modest i'm undeserving i'm not who you want me to be i'm not who you think i am i'm not who i think i am i'm not anyone i'm everyone i'm me i'm waiting for you to realize that i'm undeserving that i'm surprised that you're not surprised that i'm amazed that you're not amazed i'm only amazed that you're amazed at me and when you look at me like that i feel like i'm not me like i'm someone like i'm not everyone like i'm deserving like i'm not shy and like i shouldn't be embarrassed

i like this, i like this, i really do.