slipping

(do you know how much i hate myself)
(do you know how much you make me smile and laugh)
if it is half as much as you make me smile and laugh then im doing better than anticipated
Want to apparate right now more than I've probably wanted anything in my life.


dorky references and implications and i'm everything ever crashes down on me and i'm all,:

man
evelyn
brandon makes my heart sing
i feel like crying
everything is so beautiful
god
how can anyone concentrate on anything when they feel like they could be falling in love
i feel like i'm standing on sand constantly giving way
damn son
this one is hitting hard?
god so hard
and i dunno if its the caffeine that's making my heart race
or him
or what
but jesus
it's been almost two years and shit i still feel the same way



trite words for feelings everyone's had but fuck. tell me how it's possible to be gripping my table and my feet still aren't touching the ground.