resolution

i'm not sure, things get hard, but never sour.  i can never feel sour towards you.

facebook tells me javier is alive.  alive and updating his pictures and here other people are, wondering and waiting and worrying.  saw it while voice chatting with brandon and i mentioned it and my surprisingly bubbling anger before shutting up and not mentioning it again.  okay.

it's done.  i know now.
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