cycles

this is hard

i wish i knew how to quit him


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got kissed outside of an office. got kissed in the back of a theater when the music was loud and everyone was looking forward and we were looking at each other but not really because it was so dark.  got kissed when i stood behind him and he closed the door and turned around and grabbed me. intruded my lips in a pleasant way.  please, you can come and steal whatever you'd like (almost). got kissed softly when we had another chance and how did his fingers get underneath my shirt and start grazing the skin of my back?

it doesn't mean anything though. it's nice. but it's empty. yep

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the wrong people say the wrong things. i'm gonna rub the skin between my eyebrows raw if i keep going at the pace i'm going tonight. marissa nadler for when i get in this mood and for when i think about you



fifty-five falls, i'm at...23?



not even trying with this post.