if you have always wanted to ask a question to the stupidest person in the world, well now here's your chance. c'mon, let's have it!!
how have i fucked up college so badly
HOW
i came into nyu thinking i was going to do everything perfectly, study until my brain rot and do extracurriculars and build up an amazing med school application/resume
have i?
nope.
i am never ever getting anywhere in life and i hate that i think about school 75% to 85% of my time.
and here's the funny part, this is all just me putting pressure on myself. my family just has high expectations but fuck i just gotta do everything perfectly for them because they deserve it
i don't care about myself i don't care i can do without everything i have so long as i do well in school but right now it is the other way around, i have everything that i want except a successful start of a career, where the fuck am i gonna get with that
so fucking stupid jesus christ
and i'm the whiniest person in the planet i wish you didn't have to read this just stop reading i'm sorry you had to
i don't even know how i got into this school i don't deserve any of it at all
Here's a little logic. None of my besties are stupid; therefore, you cannot be stupid in the least. If you are, you and I are no longer buddies. But you are not, so we shall remain as life companions.
Right now, you are in a good place. Though school isn't the best, everything else is good. Revel in that a little. Also, pre-med students may have a career in the future, but most don't live their college life. All they do is study. School shouldn't take up 100% of your time, it should be maybe 90% (gotta work on that girly); however, that doesn't mean you're not going to make it. You deserve to go to NYU. Hell, You deserve to go somewhere way BETTER than NYU. They should be patting themselves on the back for admitting you.
So whatever will come, you will be successful. Focus yourself, and everything you worked hard for will come to you because you have faith in what you do and I have faith in you.
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