i relish in that moment frequently, at random times of the day, even around friends (i'm sorry, i promise i don't get wet, it's more just like a happy escape). but man, i gotta say, that moment is maybe one of my favorite moments ever. #1 is of course the locking of the eyes, forehead to forehead, collarbone to collarbone symmetry/fusion that doesn't always happen but is fucking heart-crushing when it does.
i realize that this is written from the female perspective but i'm sure you guys can flip it around to make it mean the same for you, etc. i wish i could feel what you guys feel, likewise i wish i could accurately describe to you what it's like to be on the receiving end... brandon once asked me what it felt like, and my post-coital muddled brain could only conjure, "like having a really small sensitive hole being stretched out, and you can feel every movement and ridge." that is the worst description of all time, of course, because that tells you nothing about nothing and he just laughed at me instead- so i'll leave it to some other female writer to make a better description of it while i glaze in my vicodin high and think about sex.
i hope you are all having some right now. good night, lovers of the world.
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